Monday, January 9, 2017

Finding out my mom had Lung Cancer

I didnt know alot about this Cancer before and am still learning. I'll never forget the mornng I got the message on my FB to call my little brother Josh. My moms name is  Darlene Hobson.I had no idea how that would go but I wasnt prepared for what he said next. I did call him and he was just crying and I thought she was gone.  I said "Please dont say that" and tears started to fall so he stopped me and said "shes alive Kylene"and he continued. At this time we thought it was stage 4 Lung Cancer and thought it had spread. I hope none of you who ever read this go through it personally. Finding out she was being treated for something a year before for numbness and pain underarm and back area. The doctor couldnt of been the brightest in the hospital👿 My mom should of been sent to a specialist a year ago and maybe she could of been saved but now we just have to pray and hope God gives her as much time as possible. 

My brothers and mom ended up in Florida and they have been there for YEARS now. Its deff. their home. I havent seen my mother in 15 years since she left. She hasnt met my kids, never hugged them or held them as babies. Its heartbreaking and the last 7 years I didnt talk to her because I thought she just didnt care. How could she never TRY to do anything, just a card on birthdays would of been a blessing. But now as the woman who gave me life is living the last of hers. Im trying everything I can to reach her. I have GoFundMe Acct. set up https://www.gofundme.com/HelpGrandkidsMetDyingGrandma    and going to start a couple other funds to for people who dont wanna use GoFundMe for any reason.  


Short little Bio
I havent seen my mom since 2000 when she left MA to go live in VA with her cousin who are Sick Fs 100%. (Wont mention names but what scum of the earth her and husband are😈)
She wanted to give my little brother a chance at life and knew where we were place to live anymore. My brother had a awful friend he was hanging with and they were starting to get into real trouble together. Hopefully that kid is in his own hell, God forgive me.  Tear falling so for now.....

Ill Blog more another day.....